1 Ocak 1971<\/p>\n
Babamdan dinlemi\u015ftim:<\/p>\n
\u201c\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumuzda oturdu\u011fumuz \u015fehir Z\u00fclk\u00fcf\u00fcl Da\u011f\u0131\u2019nda idi. Evimizin biti\u015fi\u011finde ufak bir a\u011f\u0131l\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131. Bir k\u0131\u015f, bakt\u0131k ki arada bir hayvan eksiliyor. Bir, iki, \u00fc\u00e7. Bunun \u00fczerine babam, durumu anlamak i\u00e7in geceleri a\u011f\u0131lda bekleme\u011fe karar verdi. Bir gece, bir elinde petrol l\u00e2mbas\u0131, \u00f6b\u00fcr elinde de bir sopa, beklerken, a\u011f\u0131l\u0131n giri\u015f yerinden i\u00e7eriye bir kurdun dald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcr. Me\u011fer a\u011f\u0131la dadanan bir h\u0131rs\u0131z de\u011fil, bir kurtmu\u015f. Kurt i\u00e7eri girince, hayvanlar panik i\u00e7inde bir oraya bir buraya ko\u015fu\u015fup duruyorlarm\u0131\u015f. Babam kurda sopay\u0131 yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmaya ba\u015flar. Biz bu s\u0131rada ah\u0131rda bir tak\u0131m ko\u015fu\u015fturmalar\u0131n ve g\u00fcr\u00fclt\u00fclerin oldu\u011funu duyunca oraya bakmaya gittik ve babam\u0131n kurtla kar\u015f\u0131 kar\u015f\u0131ya kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, evde de yard\u0131m edecek b\u00fcy\u00fck ya\u015fta erkek bulunmad\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan kasaban\u0131n kahvesine yard\u0131m isteme\u011fe ko\u015ftuk. Sonra kahvedekilerle birlikte d\u00f6n\u00fcnce babam\u0131n kurdu \u00f6ld\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc g\u00f6rd\u00fck. Babam, kurtla \u00e7arp\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 \u015f\u00f6yle anlatt\u0131: Kurt, benim elimde l\u00e2mbay\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce, \u00fcst\u00fcme at\u0131l\u0131p beni paralamaya giri\u015fmedi. O, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcyle l\u00e2mbay\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrme\u011fe \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. Ben bir elimle l\u00e2mbay\u0131 onun \u00fcf\u00fcrerek s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmesinden kurtarmak i\u00e7in m\u00fcmk\u00fcn mertebe uzakta tutuyor, \u00f6te taraftan sopayla onu d\u00f6\u011fmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordum. Kurtsa, t\u0131pk\u0131 bir insan gibi, durmadan a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131 uzatarak l\u00e2mbay\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrme\u011fe \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu. B\u00fct\u00fcn dikkat ve gayretini ilkin l\u00e2mbay\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeye y\u00f6neltmi\u015fti. Fakat o b\u00fct\u00fcn bu u\u011fra\u015fmalar\u0131na ra\u011fmen l\u00e2mbay\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeyi ba\u015faramadan ben onu \u00f6ld\u00fcrebildim.\u201d<\/p>\n
Babam\u0131n \u00e7ocukluk an\u0131lar\u0131ndan biri olan ve babas\u0131yla yani dedemle bir kurt aras\u0131nda ge\u00e7en bu vak\u2019a, bende bug\u00fcn, biz m\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlarla m\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar\u0131n d\u00fc\u015fmanlar\u0131 aras\u0131ndaki a\u00e7\u0131k gizli sava\u015f hakk\u0131nda bir tak\u0131m d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler ilham etti. Kurt neden do\u011frudan do\u011fruya s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn \u00fczerine de\u011fil de dedeme y\u00f6nelmi\u015fti? Bu a\u00e7\u0131kt\u0131. Ger\u00e7i hedefi s\u00fcr\u00fcyd\u00fc. Nitekim f\u0131rsat buldu\u011fu her gece bir hayvan\u0131 al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcrmeyi ihmal etmemi\u015fti. Fakat bu kere kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na sahipsiz bir s\u00fcr\u00fc de\u011fil, s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcn sahibi \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015ft\u0131. O, yine her zamanki \u00e2detiyle s\u00fcr\u00fcye sald\u0131rsa arkadan dedem taraf\u0131ndan kolayl\u0131kla \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclebilece\u011fini anlam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Dedeme y\u00f6nelmesi kolayl\u0131kla anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131yor ama neden hemen dedemin \u00fcst\u00fcne at\u0131lmay\u0131p da b\u00fct\u00fcn dikkatini ve g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc l\u00e2mbay\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrme\u011fe \u00e7evirmi\u015fti? Asl\u0131nda i\u015fin buras\u0131nda da kurdun m\u00fcthi\u015f bir hesab\u0131 vard\u0131r. Kurt d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyor ki, l\u00e2mba dedemin elinde olduk\u00e7a dedem olanca g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc kullanabilecektir. \u0130ki taraf\u0131n da kuvvetini tam kullanmas\u0131n\u0131n sonucu ise kesin de\u011fildir. Kurdun dedemi mutlaka yenece\u011fine dair elinde bir garantisi yoktur. Fakat bir kere l\u00e2mbay\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeyi ba\u015far\u0131rsa dedem etraf\u0131n\u0131, yan\u0131n\u0131, y\u00f6resini g\u00f6remiyecek, karanl\u0131\u011fa al\u0131\u015f\u0131k g\u00f6zlerinin \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle kurt hasm\u0131n\u0131 kolayl\u0131kla alt edecektir. Bu y\u00fczden t\u0131pk\u0131 bir insan gibi l\u00e2mbay\u0131 \u00fcf\u00fcrmeye vermi\u015ftir kendini. Yaln\u0131z bu hesab\u0131n\u0131n do\u011frulu\u011funa ve taml\u0131\u011f\u0131na ra\u011fmen kaderinin kendisine tayin etti\u011fi sonucu de\u011fi\u015ftirememi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n
M\u00fcsl\u00fcman, elinde bir l\u00e2mba bulunan bir ev sahibidir. Onun d\u00fc\u015fman\u0131 da, ister bat\u0131da olsun, ister do\u011fuda t\u0131pk\u0131 o kurt gibidir. M\u00fcsl\u00fcman\u0131n l\u00e2mbas\u0131, Kur\u2019an ve \u0130sl\u00e2m\u2019d\u0131r. O, ancak onun ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bu evren gecesinde yan\u0131n\u0131 y\u00f6resini g\u00f6rebilmekte ve onun \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ya\u015fayabilmektedir. Kurtsa, vah\u015fetin en ha\u015fin ve y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 \u00e7ocuklar\u0131ndan biri olarak hep k\u0131\u015f karanl\u0131klar\u0131nda dola\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan karanl\u0131kta i\u015f g\u00f6rme\u011fe g\u00f6zleri al\u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131r. O, \u0131\u015f\u0131kta adeta k\u00f6r gibi olur. Karanl\u0131kta ise g\u00f6zleri adet\u00e2 \u0131\u015f\u0131l \u0131\u015f\u0131l yanar. Onun i\u00e7in insan\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck sil\u00e2h\u0131n\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011funu bilir. Ve yine onun i\u00e7in g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri pek ortal\u0131kta g\u00f6z\u00fckmez. Karanl\u0131k bast\u0131r\u0131nca ava \u00e7\u0131kar. O zaman da elinde l\u00e2mba veya bir \u0131\u015f\u0131k bulunan bir insan g\u00f6rd\u00fc m\u00fc ilk i\u015f olarak o \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrme\u011fe \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131r. I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrd\u00fc m\u00fc i\u015fi art\u0131k kolayla\u015f\u0131r. G\u00f6z\u00fc g\u00f6rmez hale gelen hasm\u0131n\u0131 paralar. Art\u0131k s\u00fcr\u00fc de sahipsiz kal\u0131nca kurdun keyfine diyecek yoktur. \u0130stedi\u011fini s\u0131rt\u0131na vurup al\u0131p g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr.<\/p>\n
M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar\u0131n parlak devirlerinde, yani isl\u00e2m bir g\u00fcne\u015f gibi ortal\u0131\u011f\u0131 ayd\u0131nlat\u0131rken, avrupal\u0131lar ortal\u0131kta g\u00f6z\u00fckmediler. Karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n bast\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fczy\u0131llarca beklemesini bildiler. Kurt da a\u00e7l\u0131\u011fa \u00e7ok dayan\u0131kl\u0131d\u0131r. Kaderin bir imtihan gecesi gelip \u00e7att\u0131. M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar i\u00e7in karanl\u0131k gece bast\u0131rd\u0131. \u0130\u015fte kurda, yani avrupal\u0131ya g\u00fcn do\u011fmu\u015ftu. Her gaflet an\u0131nda s\u00fcr\u00fcden bir iki a\u015f\u0131rmay\u0131 becerdi. Nihayet, m\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar yava\u015f yava\u015f uyanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Sonunda, kurdun kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na bir iki \u00e7\u0131kmaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Avrupal\u0131, l\u00e2mbay\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrebildi\u011fi her \u00fclkede, m\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar\u0131 kolayca h\u00e2kimiyeti alt\u0131na ad\u0131. \u015eimdi b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcc\u00fcyle hen\u00fcz b\u00fct\u00fcn isl\u00e2m \u00fclkelerinde s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeyi ba\u015faramad\u0131\u011f\u0131 noktaya, yani isl\u00e2m\u0131 tam anlam\u0131yla s\u00f6nd\u00fcrme\u011fe b\u00fct\u00fcn zek\u00e2 ve teknik g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc sarfediyor. O biliyor ki, bunu ba\u015far\u0131rsa art\u0131k m\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar\u0131 tam anlam\u0131yla tarihten silme\u011fe, yani etkisiz ve g\u00fc\u00e7s\u00fcz hale getirme\u011fe eri\u015fmi\u015f olacakt\u0131r. Ondan sonra ezmenin her t\u00fcrl\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc, ekonomik, k\u00fclt\u00fcrel, politik ezme t\u00fcrlerinin her t\u00fcrl\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc kolayl\u0131kla uygulayabilecektir. Fakat \u0131\u015f\u0131k yand\u0131k\u00e7a, bir noktada da olsa l\u00e2mba yanmakta devam ettik\u00e7e, M\u00fcsl\u00fcmanlar i\u00e7in kurtulma umudu b\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn yitmi\u015f say\u0131lm\u0131yacakt\u0131r. Onun i\u00e7in bat\u0131l\u0131lar liberali ile, marksisti ile, b\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fc\u00e7leriyle isl\u00e2m\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrme\u011fe \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorlar. \u0130\u00e7ten ve d\u0131\u015ftan b\u00fct\u00fcn kuvvetleri bu hedef i\u00e7in seferber olmu\u015ftur. Biz bir taraftan kendimizi korurken ondan daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir gayretle elimizdeki il\u00e2hi \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, s\u0131r l\u00e2mbas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmeme\u011fe \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmakla kurtulu\u015f umudumuzu koruyabilece\u011fiz. Unutmayal\u0131m ki, kurdun g\u00f6zleri karanl\u0131\u011fa al\u0131\u015f\u0131kt\u0131r. Ama biz, barbar avrupa \u00f6n\u00fcnde meden\u00ee isl\u00e2m insanlar\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 kaybedersek yolumuzu kaybettik ve umudu da kaybettik demektir.<\/p>\n
Evet, bat\u0131l\u0131lar ve do\u011fulular, aya da \u00e7\u0131ksalar, yerin dibine de inseler, ruhlar\u0131 itibariyle barbard\u0131rlar ve kurdun tabiat\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131makta devam ediyorlar. Biz y\u0131rt\u0131k p\u0131rt\u0131k \u00e7ul \u00e7aput i\u00e7inde kalsak dahi, hi\u00e7 olmazsa meden\u00ee olman\u0131n b\u00fcy\u00fck an\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yacak kadar medeniyiz. Biz mutlaka \u0131\u015f\u0131kta i\u015f g\u00f6rebiliriz.<\/p>\n
Ne mutlu kurdun t\u0131pk\u0131 insan gibi s\u00f6nd\u00fcrmek i\u00e7in \u00fcf\u00fcr\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnden l\u00e2mbas\u0131n\u0131 koruyabilenlere.<\/p>\n
(Dirili\u015f Gazetesi 1971)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Kurt ve L\u00e2mba 1 Ocak 1971 Babamdan dinlemi\u015ftim: \u201c\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumuzda oturdu\u011fumuz \u015fehir Z\u00fclk\u00fcf\u00fcl Da\u011f\u0131\u2019nda idi. Evimizin biti\u015fi\u011finde ufak bir a\u011f\u0131l\u0131m\u0131z vard\u0131. Bir k\u0131\u015f, bakt\u0131k ki arada bir hayvan eksiliyor. Bir, iki, \u00fc\u00e7. Bunun \u00fczerine babam, durumu anlamak i\u00e7in geceleri a\u011f\u0131lda bekleme\u011fe karar verdi. Bir gece, bir elinde petrol l\u00e2mbas\u0131, \u00f6b\u00fcr elinde de bir sopa, beklerken, a\u011f\u0131l\u0131n […]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"parent":0,"menu_order":0,"comment_status":"closed","ping_status":"closed","template":"","meta":{"footnotes":""},"class_list":["post-88","page","type-page","status-publish","hentry"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/islam-cf.ch\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/88","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/islam-cf.ch\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/islam-cf.ch\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/page"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/islam-cf.ch\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/islam-cf.ch\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=88"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/islam-cf.ch\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/88\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":188,"href":"https:\/\/islam-cf.ch\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/pages\/88\/revisions\/188"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/islam-cf.ch\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=88"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}